The tears are falling from your
eyes, just like that September 10th when your beloved died in that accident.
That accident caused by a psycho who was drunk and ran away without helping him
out. The innocent man lost control of his car and hit an electric pole that
made his air bag explode and left him unconscious.
The windows were broken and cut
his untainted skin that was the fire that made you burn with passion; his touch
was magical, that made you reach the stars.
It was midnight and nobody found
out that a man was dying and his time was running out.
In the other hand, you were at
home, counting the minutes, hours, and seconds as you waited for him. With
anticipation you were waiting to out on the promised date. His knock never
came, his voice you didn’t hear again, his touch you would never feel again,
because he died that night.
It occurred on a night when the
rain poured and thunder showed the madness of an unfulfilled soul. The news
came out too late, you made yourself cry to sleep before knowing why he never
showed up, you thought it was another broken promise. But even as you tried to
fall sleep, you were restless, something in your heart told you that things
were wrong, and nightmares filled the little peace you had.
Eight hours later someone knocked
on the door, as you went to open the door you wondered what excuse he would
give you this time.
But the man at the door wasn’t
whom you were expecting. It was a police
officer that was at your doorsteps; it was him that told you what had happened
to your beloved…that he had died.
You cried-hysterically, you
couldn’t believe it, but you knew it was true when you identified his dead
body; his skin was now pale, white as paper, his chest was not moving to the
rhythm of his breathing . . . He left and now you were left all alone.
After his departure, days became
weeks, weeks to months until September 10 comes up again and re-experience the
pain more than ever. Even if it is a sunny day, your tears are filling the
earth with rain. The only thing that has kept you alive was the surprise that
was born six months later. A baby that reminds you of the one you loved. His smile,
his brown eyes and soft sleek hair are so alike as of the father he would never
get to meet. But this baby reminds you that there is something to live for. Now
your son is your strength when all you feel is pain. You still don’t understand
why the man you loved left this earth so soon but you will never know. However,
his child has given you the peace and serenity to forgive the person that took
your true love’s life. You will always remember that man with whom you
fell in love in your high school years, who became your husband, your soul mate,
who gave you the gift to be a mother. That man fulfilled you once, and now you
still are because he didn’t leave you by yourself. (Is that how the
story goes?)
IMA (May 9, 2008).
Pic: http://paddyk.files.wordpress.com/2007/05/funeral.jpg
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